Addison,
Your grandmother, my mom, wrote me a beautiful email which showed me how much she misses me. This letter, email, was heartbreaking and painful to read as I understood how deep she was hurt.
The pain inflicted by the absence of her son was horrible, and still is. She assumed I left France to leave in a different country because of her, to be away from her. She has lived all those years without voicing her pain, and torn feelings.
What she never knew is to be able to live here was not without suffering on my part. Maybe and certainly a different type of pain but the hurtful feeling of missing her was constant, after all she is my mother, she is my first true love.
I have always admire my mom, what she did for us, for me. I never knew how to say thank you but I never cease to love her.
Today, thanks to you, the family is reunited and we will enjoy each other as much as possible. I will never forget the day my mom was staring at you and her love for you took the form of tears dropping on your chubby cheeks. Tears of Happiness.
The circle of Life brought us together with lots of love to offer and share between each other without limitations.
You don’t know that today but it is your doing which cleared those walls surrounding our hearts.
You are pure Love.
Dad
Becoming Addison 